HOW MEDITATION REWARDED ME
I must confess - I don't like being part of large text messaging groups.
Imagine me making a cringing face right now. I feel like I never contribute or respond enough in text messages as is, so I try not to put myself in large text threads.
I recently received a message from a familiar number and quickly realized there were many numbers that were not saved to my phone.
I internally screamed and a slight panic started to seep in.
A meditation group? Now I have people holding me accountable to participate! Yep, another internal scream. Then, I collected my thoughts to really think about whether or not to participate.
I had so many things racing through my mind. But as I approach a new season of life, I yearn for change in my thought process and way of living. I let out a huge sigh and asked, "Why not? What do I have to lose?" I could use some abundance in my life! I know I have said it plenty of times now, but I'm going say it again. Thank you, Taylor. Thank you for bringing this opportunity in my life to help amplify my self-worth and help change the way I view myself.
After a couple of weeks since ending the 21-Day Abundance Mediation group, I learned some key takeaways: I gave myself the authority to slow down and care for me, and I was able to focus on my needs and my desires. Nobody else's - just mine.
I'm VERY certain I cried everyday during meditation, but you know what? That's okay! I know my soul felt a sense of relief every time I shed my tears. Compassion comes so easy for me to share with others, but for MYSELF, not so much. It's a very now thing to say, but I felt seen. But this time, I had been seen by my inner self and no one else. I learned how to acknowledge, show love, and give grace to Angelee.
Within this process, I recognized my true self in order to heal and change in order to see it's by birth right to receive abundance. I have lived majority of my life in a reactive state because of fear. Fear is NO LONGER serving me. REPEAT: Fear is NO LONGER serving me! It's not easy, but I'm working on readjusting my thinking to activate a less fearful life. I may not have it down or be completely free of it, but I know this golden piece of information.